It’s exciting! Because finally, I can make all of my dreams happen. I’m full of life and ready to conquer this world. I’m full of determination and motivation to turn all of my dreams into reality. I’m close to success.
I’m full of spirit to face whatever obstacles come into my way.
But, I realised how harsh this reality is.
I was slapped by reality and taste the bitterness of truth.
Everything changes. My dreams and hope starts to crumbles. It’s not the reality that I am envisioning for myself.
I became in the constant feeling of being lost.
Yes, I feel lost.
The girl that is full of dreams and vibrant starts to lose her luster and burning passion.
I thinks that’s the greatest heartbreak that you could ever see and feel. To lose yourself in the process or realizing and making your dreams to come true.
My self-esteem is shaken and I start to question my capability and worth as a person. I doubted myself and begin to stop hoping.
I became afraid. Afraid to see the light. Afraid to realize my potentials.
I became afraid to try.