“Know thy self”
I feel like, it is always difficult to know deeper yourself because there is that resistance that prevents you from knowing your deepest truth. I feel like there is that certain barriers that stop you from being in depth because the painful and ugliest truth also lies within. Truth than even you, yourself don’t want to know.
Digging the self will never be easy. We need a lot of courage to finally face, who we truly are. Because as we deal with our self depth, we also need to deal with the remnants of the past, the pain the we buried, and our own darkness that we are afraid to face. All of our repressed feelings and everything that we must finally deal with. Well, it doesn’t mean that we will face all of it, we can do it one at a time. Just prepare our self and be willing to deal with it or compromise with it. We can’t turn the time. Things already happened and we already had our regrets but we can still do something with our present life and for the future.
But, it is necessary to be well-connected and be harmonize with our self. Because we need it to face the everything and obstacle of life. It will never be selfish to prioritize yourself and save it from the pain because it deserve our love- SELF-LOVE.
It deserve the naked truth of us and it deserve an apology for us. Because our self is hurt the most. We are being too hard and difficult to our self and blame it from everything. But, we must refrain from doing it. It needs tender, love, care, and genuine happiness.
Let’s assess the condition of our self. Let’s be gentle with thy self.
But, no matter how much truth and reality that we discovered to our self. We must accept it without preconceive notions. Because that is who we are.
From now on, I will start to stop condemning myself. Stop feeling sorry for what i feel. Stop feeling sorry for being who I am.