I am aware that plenty of opportunities slipped in my hands because of my fear. I’m terrified to take a chance and see the possibilities for me.
There are moments wherein I’m telling myself, “You should’ve said yes. ” But, the chance was long gone. Thoughts of me saying yes ruminates. If I could only go back in time, I’ll pick a better choice. I’ll decide wisely.
Then, I realized that it’s all actually fine. Instead, I must commend myself for braving a decision. I was young back then and I don’t have enough knowledge, wisdom, and experience that I am now having. Everything I am today is a collective effort of all my decisions and choices in life.
Furthermore, I think one of my biggest regrets in life is that, I said yes when I actually mean, NO.
The truth is, me saying yes outnumbered all of my no. I’m actually saying yes despite of the truth that I want to say no.
I’m now learning to say no when I want to say no and yes if I actually mean it.
So, yes. I’m saying no, ✨