I commit a lot of mistakes and wrong decisions. I keep on forcing my self to do the things that are not really meant for me. Because that is what I believe. I thought I can change myself in order to fit in or even convince myself to do the things that I’m not really passionate about. I thought I will learn to love the things and situation no matter how difficult it can be.
I was wrong. Because its not in line with my genuine self and I’m not happy. I’m trying to be someone else and that is the reason why I keep on feeling empty.
I can’t deny the call within me.
The more I ignore the call the more I became unhappy with my life.
The question is, what are the things that I’m really passionate about?
Well, I love to study. I believe that in life learning must never stop. Education and seeking for knowledge must continue.
Despite of my 16 years in academe, I know that my knowledge is still not enough. Because life is not only based on theoretical aspect and abstract. Life is an experience. Living the life is a passion that must never stops.
I love to study. I’m still in quest for knowledge and wisdom.
There is still a lot of mistakes and my decision is ever changing. You know what, it’s fine. It’s okay for me to change decision and it’s okay for me to commit mistakes. Mistakes are an opportunity for me to grow and a chance for me to change.
Everyday is an opportunity and I’m dynamic.
This life is a lot to offer. I’m open for all the challenges because I am willing to learn and to grow.
Thank you, life.
Thank you very much my dear God for the gift of life.