Dear Diary: Entry 17 ; 2:03 AM THOUGHTS

I woke up feeling cold.

Coldness lingers in my body and I feel scared. Horrors and worst scenario appears in my mind.

Maybe, the saddest thing about it is, who will be strong for me when I feel weak?

I keep my pain inside and deal with it in silence. I need to be there for myself as I being there for others.

This pain within is a secret as I show them my strong facade. I can do it and I keep consoling myself.

I need to stand and keep my head high. I need to console my pain.

Then, I turn to Mary, Mother of God. I asked for Her motherly love because I’m afraid to be alone. I asked God for help and surrender my life to Him. Because I am not sure what will happen tomorrow.

All I have right now is my faith. I will keep my faith. I will hold on my faith.

I’m grateful to God for this faith.

Published by She Writes

She's a dreamer. Hopes to be lost in oblivion but the truth is, she just wants to be seen and heard. In quest within and lover of life. This, too, shall pass so I will keep going ; I still don't know. I'll rest for the mean time.

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