I woke up feeling cold.
Coldness lingers in my body and I feel scared. Horrors and worst scenario appears in my mind.
Maybe, the saddest thing about it is, who will be strong for me when I feel weak?
I keep my pain inside and deal with it in silence. I need to be there for myself as I being there for others.
This pain within is a secret as I show them my strong facade. I can do it and I keep consoling myself.
I need to stand and keep my head high. I need to console my pain.
Then, I turn to Mary, Mother of God. I asked for Her motherly love because I’m afraid to be alone. I asked God for help and surrender my life to Him. Because I am not sure what will happen tomorrow.
All I have right now is my faith. I will keep my faith. I will hold on my faith.
I’m grateful to God for this faith.