I want to get out from this cycle. I am exhausted seeing myself in the same situation. I just want to end this collective pain and trauma.
So, I run. I keep on running just to end up being in the same circumstances.
I keep on doing my best but everything seems nothing. I’m losing interest in life in general. I found no meaning in my life and I’m exhausted with the mediocrity of my existence.
Why do I need to think deeper and feel too much?
Why do I allow myself to fall in this oblivion and suffer?
I’m disappointed on what is happening in my life, really.
I think, I will just run. I’ll keep running until I found the dead end. Yes, dead end again and again.