Here I am, caught again in this crossroad of nowhere. Finding my way because I keep losing my way. Asking myself why it is happening again. How could I possibly lost my path, again.

I am actually exhausted finding my way and being brave to face the road less travelled. I always end up disappointed and hurt.

How many failures and mistakes do I still need to make in order for me to figure out my way?

It’s all the same. I keep feeling like a loser. A lost soul in the middle of vast nowhere. Trying to be a bigger a person despite of feeling defeated. Keeping my wounds and scars mended. Attending to all of my bruises.

Shouting in the universe how unfair this life is. Because I did my best and spend my life being the good person. I boxed myself and live up with my persona and now I am weeping. I’m in great sorrow and agony.

But, then again I realized that I am in so much pain because it is my ego that speaks for me. I’m trying to feed my ego, it is my ego that I am satisfying that is why I never feel fulfilled.

Now, I’m breaking free. I will stop living for my ego instead I will live in line with my soul.

I will stay in the middle of nowhere for the mean time. Learning my lesson and letting go my attachments.

Published by She Writes

She's a dreamer. Hopes to be lost in oblivion but the truth is, she just wants to be seen and heard. In quest within and lover of life. This, too, shall pass so I will keep going ; I still don't know. I'll rest for the mean time.

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