An Average Honor Student

We all tend to strive for excellence.

Average: a standard or level that is considered to be typical or usual, (Cambridge Dictionary).

When I was a child my eyes were opened to the importance of education. I put so much value in education and considered it as my passport to success. Because when you were young and poor you will hold on to something that will keep your dreamers heart to keep on dreaming.

Studying became my favorite thing to do. I love to study and I always aspire to strive for excellence. I wanted to be on top and be the best. When I was young, education and knowledge was my wealth.

To some grades were just a number but to me its proof of my labor. An average individual thriving and striving to be the best.

Being average is also beautiful.

There’s drive within me that keeps pushing me to climb and be fulfilled.

16 years, the length of my stay in academe. Since I was a child until college. I enjoyed my stay and the learnings. I’m grateful for all my teachers that helped me and shaped me to be the best version of me. Well, I’m still learning; this time life is my teacher.

Now, I got my license. I’m a Registered Psychometrician here in the Philippines. But, its a struggle to find a career that I can use my license. My love in Psychology is so deep that I wanted to pursue higher education. But, I do hope that as I pursue it, I pray to work as a Psychometrician. Then, things happened. Here I am, unemployed. Writing my hopes and dreams.

Actually, there are times that i regret pursuing Psychology. I’m considering to change career and pursue different career. But, the call within me is so strong and I can’t ignore it anymore. I keep on running because I am afraid to face what my heart truly wants. I keep on trying to just give up on my dream to be a Psychologist but I always ended up praying to be a Psychologist. I will believe in deterministic view that everything has underlying reason and I’ll believe that I also have a free will that I can make my dream do come true.

Because of this pandemic, searching job is a challenge. For the mean time, I’ll keep my mental peace and space.

Here’s the thing, I will keep holding on my dreams and hopefully land a job as a Psychometrician and later on be a Psychologist. Plus, be a writer 😉.

Well, I keep feeling disappointed because I tend to fed my ego and now I’ll just keep life flowing in me.

My breakthrough will come soon and so your break.

Let’s rise above from things that keep us feeling down.

Later on, we will be in the place that we are meant to be.

Keep safe everyone! 💖🌻

Published by She Writes

She's a dreamer. Hopes to be lost in oblivion but the truth is, she just wants to be seen and heard. In quest within and lover of life. This, too, shall pass so I will keep going ; I still don't know. I'll rest for the mean time.

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