I failed again.
I failed another interview. I know I could do better but I still failed.
This is another setback for me. Finding a job in the middle of pandemic is a struggle. But, I missed another opportunity because I’m not performing very well. Expressing myself verbally is very difficult for me.
Maybe, the job is not really for me but I still feel bad for not giving my all.
I really wanted the job and be part of something big. Find my crowd and do something differently but I failed it.
I feel bad about it. The only consolation I can give to myself is that atleast I did something so I will no longer regret for not doing something.
I know that there is a learning from this experience but for now, I will sit with this sad feeling.
I’m not okay, for now.