Dear Diary: Entry 27; October 15, 2020

I failed again.

I failed another interview. I know I could do better but I still failed.

This is another setback for me. Finding a job in the middle of pandemic is a struggle. But, I missed another opportunity because I’m not performing very well. Expressing myself verbally is very difficult for me.

Maybe, the job is not really for me but I still feel bad for not giving my all.

I really wanted the job and be part of something big. Find my crowd and do something differently but I failed it.

I feel bad about it. The only consolation I can give to myself is that atleast I did something so I will no longer regret for not doing something.

I know that there is a learning from this experience but for now, I will sit with this sad feeling.

I’m not okay, for now.

Published by She Writes

She's a dreamer. Hopes to be lost in oblivion but the truth is, she just wants to be seen and heard. In quest within and lover of life. This, too, shall pass so I will keep going ; I still don't know. I'll rest for the mean time.

6 thoughts on “Dear Diary: Entry 27; October 15, 2020

  1. Sollicitations and interviews ARE very difficult. Complex. And something you have to (and luckily learn to) grow into!
    Don’t despair. There’s entire companies, trainings and books teaching the art. It’s not strange to not be great at. You’ll learn!

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