All I can do is too feel the pain of everyday and keep my faith. Even if things seems uncertain, I’ve got to trust and put my faith in God’s plan. Yes, I’m easily swayed by pain and adversity but my faith continues. I’m holding on my faith because when I feel like broken and bent again; when I feel like everything doesn’t make sense anymore; my faith is the only thing that keeps me going. My faith gives me reason to find serenity despite of fear and uncertainty.
My faith helps me to see the beauty in everything even if things around me are just black and white. My faith keeps me whole when I encounter defeat and failure. The beauty of my faith helps me to trust in the wonders of my brokenness; I can rebuild and reconstruct myself to be the person I’m praying to God. My faith is my armor that protects me and helps me to continue even if I just wanted to give up.
Yes, my faith keeps me until now and keeps my trust in the beauty of tomorrow even if it is raining today.