Dear Diary: Entry 28; Another Thoughts

There are days wherein I’m getting used with my reality; I’m at peace and simply living each day. But, there are days wherein I’m frantic and terrified with what’s happening in my life. I feel like I’m being left behind and there’s no way I can get myself on track. You see, I realized thatContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 28; Another Thoughts”

Dear Diary: Entry 27; October 15, 2020

I failed again. I failed another interview. I know I could do better but I still failed. This is another setback for me. Finding a job in the middle of pandemic is a struggle. But, I missed another opportunity because I’m not performing very well. Expressing myself verbally is very difficult for me. Maybe, theContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 27; October 15, 2020”

Dear Diary: Entry 26 ; Interview

I have scheduled interview today. Then, earlier I chicken out. I just want to withdraw my application and don’t appear on my suppose schedule. I’m so scared to try something different because I’m not sure what will happen. So, after the inner conflict and all, this scaredy-cat was able to attend the interview. I’m notContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 26 ; Interview”

Dear Diary: Entry 22; Trusting the Process

I’m slowly letting go all of my attachments and negative beliefs. Deep within, I know that I’m doing the right choice and all of my decisions matter. Later on, I will realize the purpose of everything and things will make sense. But, I also believe that I have free will and I can able toContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 22; Trusting the Process”

Dear Diary: Entry 21; Let us sing

Today, I sing my heart out. I let my heart sing… I allow myself to enjoy the harmony of life. I simply dances with the rhythm of life. I’m keeping this hope in my heart. I allow my soul to feel the warmth of life and be free. Today, I feel at ease and IContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 21; Let us sing”

Dear Diary: Entry 20; How Can I Be a Bigger Person?

This life is different in the perspective of each one of us. We all have fair share of experiences. We are in this crusade and we all are carrying a cross. Pain and suffering, we are all familiar with it. We face different challenges and adversity. Some battles are hidden and never shared to theContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 20; How Can I Be a Bigger Person?”

Dear Diary: Entry 19 ; Weather

These past few days were very challenging. It’s a roller-coaster of emotions and up and down of feelings. Doubts and confusion is evident and I’m facing tyranny of choice but I’m coping. That is what I believe. I decided to withdraw my job applications and decline job interviews. There is some sort of ambivalence. IContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 19 ; Weather”

Dear Diary: Entry 18; Void Within

It is void that I found. Unraveling the complexity of life I found none. Offering my warmth just to end up in the cold. Searching my purpose and I found myself in the vastness of oblivion. Exhausted. Derailed. Hopeless. Difficulty and adversity. I’m tired from all of it. Truly, challenges and failures will require meContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 18; Void Within”

Dear Diary: Entry 17 ; 2:03 AM THOUGHTS

I woke up feeling cold. Coldness lingers in my body and I feel scared. Horrors and worst scenario appears in my mind. Maybe, the saddest thing about it is, who will be strong for me when I feel weak? I keep my pain inside and deal with it in silence. I need to be thereContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 17 ; 2:03 AM THOUGHTS”

Dear Diary: Entry 16; It’s A Yes

I am aware that plenty of opportunities slipped in my hands because of my fear. I’m terrified to take a chance and see the possibilities for me. There are moments wherein I’m telling myself, “You should’ve said yes. ” But, the chance was long gone. Thoughts of me saying yes ruminates. If I could onlyContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 16; It’s A Yes”

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