Dear Diary: Entry 15 ; 9:37 am

I woke up feeling nothing. I think I’m numb from everything. Feeling of frustration still exist. I feel like I’m trapped and I’m stuck with this feeling. I want to scream and tell the world how disappointed I am with all that is happening to me and with the world. I’m exhausted telling myself theContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 15 ; 9:37 am”

Dear Diary: Entry 14; With My Thoughts

As I lay in bed, I realized how I dedicate myself in helping other people. I always offer help and be there for people as much as possible. Because I fully understand how to be alone. I clearly understand the difficulty of having no one to confide. They never ask me to do that. It’sContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 14; With My Thoughts”

Dear Diary: Entry 13 ; You Are Not Alone

You are not alone. I know how you stand for yourself as you face your battles. Battles that are hidden. You always believe that some battles are meant to be face alone but sometimes, you need to ask for help. There is nothing wrong in asking for help. Acknowledging that you need help is courage.Continue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 13 ; You Are Not Alone”

Dear Diary: Entry 12; Without Context

This is me, writing with no idea what will I going to write. These past few days, I feel nothing. I have a lot in mind but it seems like I have no energy to put all of it in words. Sometimes, I feel like drowning with my own thoughts. It’s exhausting and I wantContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 12; Without Context”

Dear Diary: Entry 11 ; Trophy

Because at the end of the day, you’re alone with your battle. You’ve got to be there for yourself. No one will understand as much as you understand yourself. No matter how much you show your vulnerability, they will just leave. Just like that. You’ll drift from them and they will not even notice yourContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 11 ; Trophy”

Dear Diary: Entry 10; Dear Night

Every night, i started to feel excited. I usually want to keep my eyes open, because for no apparent reason, i simply want to be widely awake. The night brings longingness and loneliness. The night seems sad, that is why i want to stay awake. I want to see the night surpass the melancholy andContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 10; Dear Night”

Dear Diary: Entry 9; 17:23

Things are the same. I spent my time playing games and watching YouTube videos. But, i feel something. I’m more at peace and enjoys the present moment. You see, i am someone who is always in a rush as if I’m running after something. I’m in a hurry getting my dreams done. I, simply wantContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 9; 17:23”

Dear Diary: Entry 8: 4:25 am

Widely awake, sipping my coffee and eating some biscuits. I never thought to be in this situation. Wondering about life and weighing options about my life. Cold breeze touches me, as i dances with the beauty of my dreams. Wondering about my plans as the lockdown continues. Indeed, a history in the making. This momentContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 8: 4:25 am”

Dear Diary: Entry 6; Take a Rest

The weather is hot today. So, i have no choice but to get up on my bed and face the day. I want to go to the beach and feel the breeze. Feel the waves under my feet. Dance with the wind as the sea embraces my exhausted soul. I want to see the calmnessContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 6; Take a Rest”

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