Because i will never explain the reason why. Because, I, myself is exhausted explaining the why’s and how’s. Explaining the underlying reason and exploring the underneath of emotion is simply draining. Simply because I’ve had enough. I spent my life sharing my raw emotions just to get empty words in return. I never asked forContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 5; Don’t Ask Me Why”
This place is suffocating. Somebody please help me to get out of here. I’m drowning but i need to keep going. I’m filled with annoyance right now but i must channel peace and mindfulness. I feel restless at the moment. But, i need to practice grounding. I’ll keep my faith and hope intact. I’ll beContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 4; I Want to Leave”
I’m taking chances. Exploring what i am meant to be. I am more focus on protecting my inner peace and inner thoughts. I am more gentle and loving to myself. Giving myself compassion and understanding that it needs especially in this trying times. I also, stop beating myself for not being good enough. I giveContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 3; Self”
Do you ever feel like you’re not belong? There’s people around you and yet, you feel alone. The world is loud but you feel like you have you’re own world. Deafening silence. Silent screams. Quiet music. Solitary dance. Everything feels like you are on your own. There’s something wrong. You know that you don’t fitContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 2; The Search of my Place”
A lot of things run in my mind. But, i choose to pause. I’m pausing in order to sort things. I’ll figure out what i want and what i need in my life. I’m letting go. I’m living. I’m at the moment.