They will never understand unless they experience to cry to sleep. They will never understand unless they experience to cry in silence and hid the pain. And I don’t want anyone to experience such pain just for them to understand. Because keeping your suffering alone is painful. Being alone despite of the people around youContinue reading “Silent Pain”
I want to get out from this cycle. I am exhausted seeing myself in the same situation. I just want to end this collective pain and trauma. So, I run. I keep on running just to end up being in the same circumstances. I keep on doing my best but everything seems nothing. I’m losingContinue reading “Runner”
I’m grateful with my journey. I’m grateful for having this journey and for experiencing everything. I’m grateful for all of my experiences. Actually, even the experiences and plans that I never hope for or situations that I never picture myself to be in, I am grateful. Because along the way of my journey, I metContinue reading “Along the Way”
You will come at point in life wherein you no longer want to voice out what you feel. Maybe you became tired trying to communicate what you feel. That you had rather suffer alone than tell them why you are hurting.
If I were to write all of my thoughts, I will surely spend a lifetime writing. For I keep everything within and keep myself from the world. Now, I’m slowly sharing parts of me, exposing my mind, heart, and soul. Allowing myself to express and let go. Through writing, I’m being vulnerable because I’m writingContinue reading
For I will never open my heart again to people who only consider my vulnerabilities as weakness. I’ll keep my thoughts and voice from people who only wants to hear good things. I’ll keep on choosing my peace and refrain from reacting from situations that will only waste my energy. I’ll choose peace within me.Continue reading
Your time will come. So, please don’t rush and move according to your pace. You will get there, eventually. Patience, my dear. It’s difficult but this is all part of the process. It’s okay. Trust the process.
Sometimes, we found answer in a random and unexpected circumstances. We meet people and they give us part of themselves. Part of them that brought healing to our brokenness. You see, a simple gesture and word can means a lot in an individual. Our words might change their view and give them so much hope.Continue reading “Random Act of Kindness”
Sometimes i feel like i have some sort of mental issue. But, i didn’t meet the “disruption in social functioning” because no matter how much i feel inside i’m doing my best to overcome it. Trying my best to live as if there is nothing wrong. But, i feel like i really have enough inContinue reading “DEPTH OF DARKNESS”
Right now, you feel very anxious even on the little things. You feel stress and afraid. But, i also know the fact that you are doing your best to get a good grip with your self and bring the best out of you. I will never tell you to be relax. Because, i can’t blameContinue reading “Dearest Self:”