Dear Diary: Entry 27; October 15, 2020

I failed again. I failed another interview. I know I could do better but I still failed. This is another setback for me. Finding a job in the middle of pandemic is a struggle. But, I missed another opportunity because I’m not performing very well. Expressing myself verbally is very difficult for me. Maybe, theContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 27; October 15, 2020”

Dear Diary: Entry 25; Emptiness and Void

I feel exhausted. There’s void within my heart. I never thought that my heart could be this empty. Watching Korean Dramas and doing things that usually makes me happy no longer interest me. But, I’m doing my best to function and live each day. This day is one of those days that I’m not inContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 25; Emptiness and Void”

Dear Diary: Entry 22; Trusting the Process

I’m slowly letting go all of my attachments and negative beliefs. Deep within, I know that I’m doing the right choice and all of my decisions matter. Later on, I will realize the purpose of everything and things will make sense. But, I also believe that I have free will and I can able toContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 22; Trusting the Process”

Dear Diary: Entry 11 ; Trophy

Because at the end of the day, you’re alone with your battle. You’ve got to be there for yourself. No one will understand as much as you understand yourself. No matter how much you show your vulnerability, they will just leave. Just like that. You’ll drift from them and they will not even notice yourContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 11 ; Trophy”

Dear Diary: Entry 9; 17:23

Things are the same. I spent my time playing games and watching YouTube videos. But, i feel something. I’m more at peace and enjoys the present moment. You see, i am someone who is always in a rush as if I’m running after something. I’m in a hurry getting my dreams done. I, simply wantContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 9; 17:23”

Dear Diary: Entry 8: 4:25 am

Widely awake, sipping my coffee and eating some biscuits. I never thought to be in this situation. Wondering about life and weighing options about my life. Cold breeze touches me, as i dances with the beauty of my dreams. Wondering about my plans as the lockdown continues. Indeed, a history in the making. This momentContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 8: 4:25 am”

Dear Diary: Entry 6; Take a Rest

The weather is hot today. So, i have no choice but to get up on my bed and face the day. I want to go to the beach and feel the breeze. Feel the waves under my feet. Dance with the wind as the sea embraces my exhausted soul. I want to see the calmnessContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 6; Take a Rest”

Dear Diary: Entry 5; Don’t Ask Me Why

Because i will never explain the reason why. Because, I, myself is exhausted explaining the why’s and how’s. Explaining the underlying reason and exploring the underneath of emotion is simply draining. Simply because I’ve had enough. I spent my life sharing my raw emotions just to get empty words in return. I never asked forContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 5; Don’t Ask Me Why”

Dear Diary: Entry 3; Self

I’m taking chances. Exploring what i am meant to be. I am more focus on protecting my inner peace and inner thoughts. I am more gentle and loving to myself. Giving myself compassion and understanding that it needs especially in this trying times. I also, stop beating myself for not being good enough. I giveContinue reading “Dear Diary: Entry 3; Self”

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