To The One Who is Restarting

Taking unfamiliar country road is a leap of faith. I have no idea where this road will take me but I’m moving forward anyway. I’ve been taking unpave road since then. It’s difficult and scary. However, I’m not stopping. At this point of my life, I’m no longer bothered about restarting my life or notContinue reading “To The One Who is Restarting”

Flickers of Light in Darkness

If I could put in a picture how I see my future, the above image is the best representation. I completely have no idea what lies ahead of me. However, I’m choosing to move forward. Despite the darkness that lies ahead of me. I’m grateful with the flickers of lights along my way. The lightContinue reading “Flickers of Light in Darkness”

From A Place of Suffering

When we’re coming from a place of suffering, our faith is being challenged. It’s difficult to hold on our faith especially if we’re waiting most of our lives. The waiting period is hard. I’m always excited for all the blessings that are store for me. Sometimes, I feel entitled for blessings. Because I feel likeContinue reading “From A Place of Suffering”

Gift of Time

If there’s one gift I want to give myself this coming year, I’m giving myself– time. With all the things that ever happened in my life, I overlooked the importance of time– my own time. I’m spending my time for others that I forgot the importance of having my time– time for myself. I’m gratefulContinue reading “Gift of Time”

To Live As Me

I’m always compelled to seek a new life. To go to a place I never been to. I always feel like, I can find pieces of me in a distant place. Far away from where I am now. I like to move to a new city and delve into new culture. Walk through unknown streetsContinue reading “To Live As Me”

Taking One Step

The road is long and I’m not sure where I’m going. This is the first that I have no idea what will happen. More so, there’s no expectations. I’m not waiting or expecting anything. As if I’m just living at the moment and not worrying about tomorrow and thinking the past. It feels really weird.Continue reading “Taking One Step”

Christmas Without You

I always get holiday blues. That’s not new to me. I’m not merry since always. But, my blues are turning into beautiful hues because of my grandmother. I don’t mind feeling blue because I know that I’ll feel holiday colors because of my grandmother. Now, that she’s gone, I feel bluer than blue. This seasonContinue reading “Christmas Without You”

Living With My Triggers

It’s been a while since I posted. It took me courage to write again. You see I’m struggling to get out of my rabbit hole. Everything feels difficult. It’s hard to express what I feel because I can’t explain it. There’s so much hate within me that when I share it with others, they willContinue reading “Living With My Triggers”

What Lies In-Between?

I have no idea. There’s a lot in my mind and yet, I don’t know how to deliberately transform my thoughts into words. My thoughts are trapped in my mind. Struggling to be free. My thoughts are overwhelming at times that it hijacks my state of mind. It creates havoc within me. This internal painContinue reading “What Lies In-Between?”

No One Asked Why?

I still struggle to grasp the reality. Wondering if I should’ve acted differently. But, no. I’ll do it over and over again. I’ll just probably change on how I allowed it to affects me. It hurts. Verified my assumptions and wretched my heart. Knowing that that’s my only worth. It made me feel alone moreContinue reading “No One Asked Why?”

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