Sprouting Flower of Hope

I’m easily swayed and thrown off by challenges and obstacles. Because my spirit vanishes easily when things gets hard, the flame of hope easily dims. I always feel bad whenever I’m experiencing it. I feel expose and vulnerable. The least thing I would like to feel and yet, I’m too familiar with it. My heartContinue reading “Sprouting Flower of Hope”

No One Asked Why?

I still struggle to grasp the reality. Wondering if I should’ve acted differently. But, no. I’ll do it over and over again. I’ll just probably change on how I allowed it to affects me. It hurts. Verified my assumptions and wretched my heart. Knowing that that’s my only worth. It made me feel alone moreContinue reading “No One Asked Why?”

Breathing Under Water

When everything feels heavy, I weep and let the fresh tears washes the wounds in my heart. Writing is my cry of pain. The words are my tears that washes the heaviness and weariness of my heart and soul. I’m freeing myself through words and sentences; the pain and circumstances imprison me but I freeContinue reading “Breathing Under Water”

The Other Side of Festivity

Riding the train of past, I remember how sad I am during holidays especially Christmas and New Year. The gaiety of the season doesn’t uplifts me instead it causes me loneliness. Celebrating festivity is a luxury for someone that is underprivilege. Our life is hard. My Grandma and I, witnessed countless of Christmas and holidayContinue reading “The Other Side of Festivity”

The Mystery of Faith

When all else fails, it is our faith that upholds us. There are so many things in our world that can be explained and the unexplainable. Sometimes new things boggle our minds. Usually, when we do not understand certain things, we tend to be critical and dismissive. We all have our faith and belief system.Continue reading “The Mystery of Faith”

It Feels Good

Today, I feel more at peace. I’m not pressured in finding and getting a job anymore. When the lockdown started, I’m actively sending applications and frantically looking for a job. Even though, in reality, I really don’t want to find a job yet. I felt exhausted and lost. Also, I felt empty when I lostContinue reading “It Feels Good”

Letter to Myself

Hey, I want to say that I’m proud of you. I’m proud of all of your versions. I’m proud of you in all of the phases of your life even in your transition period. You are brave and strong for facing your life heads on. Yes, you don’t have the most beautiful story nor historyContinue reading “Letter to Myself”

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